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The Princess;♥
Alina is the name.
GerGer, known at home by families and also some of my friends.
9teen.
3RD FEBRUARY.
Mixed blood chinese islam.
Pre-U2, SMSA.
PINK & BLACK, my addiction.
ROSES, my favourite.
DANCING, my PASSION.
PARTY, i love.
*When im stressed out,i tend to crave for SOFTDRINKS, ICECREAMS and CHOCOLATES.That's just my bad habit.(Y)*
Mohammad Izzat Saifullah Mohammad Munir
3010's Property♥.
Today went to Vancouver, the actual town. Gotta bring Lukas to the Children's Hospital for check up. And while Lukas is having his check up, Me and Mummy will be at Oakridge Mall to buy my Aunt's Coach Bag.
Will be leaving Vancouver tomorrow! Im not happy. I felt like crying. Im gonna miss everything. Miss everyone. I think im gonna cry tomorrow morning. But i dont wanna show it, have to stand! Have too. Im strong! I dont wanna cry. I will miss LUKAS the MOST! I love him very very much. No more hearing him talking to me, asking me to on movie for him. No more hearing him cry everytime Markus beats him. No more all of that~ Ah sheeshh i wanna cry now. ='( I dont wanna leave if i can. But school's starting on Monday. Eeeee! Can i dont leave Canada? Pretty please!
- Happy Birthday To OBELINA -
I wont be blogging for like TWO days which is Thursday and Friday. I will still be on the plane flying to Singapore. My flight from Vancouver to Singapore is like 19 hours. Ah siens~ So just gotta hang on there. But on the way to Singapore, I will be stopping over at Seoul, Korea. Transit again. I will be blogging maybe when im in Singapore airport. Im not that sure though. But i will try. Hee. Or most probably i will be back blogging on Saturday. Sorry for the late update yeah.
Went to Lougheed Mall to exchange my jeans. Send Markus to Nursery School and then to Coquitlam Mall. Shopping again~ Hee. I cant help myself to not shopping. I just love it!
We had STEAMBOAT today. It was really YUMMY! Hee. And we're celebrating MUMMY's BDAY too in advance. So here are some of the pictures. Check it out. =)
STEAMBOAT TIME!!
Uncle and Rose, my korean mixed chinese niece.
The FOODS! Steamboat~
Starting on with the steamboat. Koko Aaron, TWO THUMBS UP!
The Ladies~
Koko Rob feeding Mummy with fishball.
Daryll, my korean mixed chinese nephew and Uncle.
Mummy and Koko Aaron.Mummy in the kitchen.
MUMMY'S ADVANCED BIRTHDAY
Mummy's Chocolate Mousse Cake. YUMMY!
Mummy cutting the cake.
Me, Mummy, my nephews and niece. Lukas started picking on the cake.
Before He Cheats by Carrie Underwood Right now he's probably slow dancing with a bleach blonde tramp, and she's probably getting frisky... right now, he's probably buying her some fruity little drink cause she can't shoot whiskey...
Right now, he's probably up behind her with a pool-stick, showing her how to shoot a combo... And he don't know...
[Chorus:]That I dug my key into the side of his pretty little suped up 4 wheel drive, carved my name into his leather seats... I took a Louisville slugger to both head lights,slashed a hole in all 4 tires... Maybe next time he'll think before he cheats.
Right now, she's probably up singing some white-trash version of Shania karoke.. Right now, she's probably saying "I'm drunk"and he's a thinking that he's gonna get lucky, Right now, he's probably dabbing on 3 dollars worth of that bathroom polo... And he don't know...
[Repeat Chorus]
I might saved a little trouble for the next girl, Cause the next time that he cheats...
Oh, you know it won't be on me!
Ohh... not on me... [Repeat Chorus]
Ohh.. Maybe next time he'll think before he cheats...
I went out the whole day. Freaking tired ler. Went CNY open house at Surrey for lunch just now. Got ang pao again. Hehe! Then went to Hen Long, Ee gotta buy daun kari. Headed to Central City Mall buy my jeans. So CHEAP eh~ Bought my school shoes too. So so COMFORTABLE ah and also CHEAP. Bought like the ballerina type of shoes one. I wanted to buy another slip in shoe but they dont have my size so i gotta go to Guildford Mall to get the shoe. I so want that shoe. Ive been aiming to buy it. So went to Guildford Mall and got it! Hee. Im happy now. Got the things that i want. I didnt know today at that mall got lion dance performance. We watched it for a while. Headed straight to Lougheed Mall to use my debit card which i have $7.91 left. So why dont might as well use it right than wasting it. I bought a tshirt and i still got $0.07 left. Geez~ I refund back my money from Bluenotes because the things i bought there is rather expensive than at Urban Planet. Urban Planet's shop is much more better than Bluenotes and more cheaper! Refund back $100 amount of cash. I just love it here. They have this rule everywhere in Canada or US, we can give back the things within minimum 14 days or maximum 90 days. But make sure the price tag is still on. Here can refund and exchange things. So good man. And so I was trying to get myself a buckle but unfortunately, they dont have the type that i wanted. Straight back to Ee's place and have a rest. I was not feeling well, got upset stomach and headache. I slept for about an hour. At 6.30pm, Mummy woke me up, we had to go to Mummy's friends place for dinner and i got ang pao again. Hee~ Im loving it. I love the weather today. Its SUNNY.
Happy 5th Monthsary Love ♥
XO LOVES.
I know you always does remember this date. And you're the one who always greeted me first. Cant believe its 5 months already. Didnt expect to last this long. Thanks, Love. ILY.
Im not freaking happy these few days. Since the vday for me was damned! Geez~ I so cant forget about it. Vday and yeah it happened on that day.
Why do we have to argue on vday? Why does it happen on that day? Why not other days? Why? Why? Why? Why are you treating me this way? Why are you behaving like this? Why? Why? Why?
It happens on the vday. Ahh what a great vday for me. F*ck it~ Before he was online, everything was cool. He sent me lots of Valentine's comments at friendster. I thought he was going crazy. Sending me lots of Valentine's graphic comments. But i accepted all of it. Yeah because i can feel that he didnt purposely do it. Maybe because he missed me too much and wishing that im there with him. But im truly SORRY for not being there. I told LEENA to text him up so that he at least know that im online. But its up to him whether he wanna go online or not. I dont wanna force him. Actually because im done and sick of waiting for him to go online each and everyday. So yeah i'll just let it be this time. I think its better that way. Im not cruel or what but its just the way it was supposed to be. He should know by now what time roughly i always online and stuff. I dont wanna waste my girlfriends and boyfriends prepaid to text him up everytime i online right. I dont wanna be selfish too. He always go online just for like 5 minutes and then offline. And yeah whats the use of me to ask him online if he's gonna ask simple question and end with LOVE YOU. Said he's gonna offline now because he gotta go with his friends. Well all this time, its always been his friends. Im not saying he cant be friends with people but its just that he always put me aside as if im a DOLL. Hmm whatever. I dont mind. Just let him do what he wanna do. I couldnt be bothered with it anymore since things always happen to me. And he knows that i lose TRUST on him. He tried gaining my trust back but uh not making a huge effort on it. IDC already.
Then the arguement starts when he went online. My status was AWAY, i was really away, watching tv. I didnt know he was gonna online right. Because most of the time, he doesnt go online. So yeah that kinda explains it. I didnt on the speaker too so i dont know who is online and whoever is texting me. He texted me saying that im too busy till i cant reply my own boyfiee's text. Then when i got to the lappy, i saw his text. I said sorry for the late reply and explained everything why i didnt reply him. He was like Oh Away. Okay~ From the sound of that i know he's not happy. Maybe he thought that im lying to him about everything that i explained. But i didnt lie. He is the one who has been lying to me before and now im not sure. Geez. Now he is blaming me this and that. Thinking negative things about me. Fine then if he wants it that way. I'll just go with it. Im just trying to make things better each and everyday but it always gets worse. I just dont like it when he just online for a few minutes and then he said he want to offline because his friends this that. I let him be. When i say okay, he said that im eager wanting him to go offline. Im not eager, its just that i just dont wanna argue. Just agree with his decision right. I know he wont like it if i say offline and enjoy with friends but dont care about gf. At least im letting him go with his friends. Uh whatever man. But this time he kinda make me pissed off. He was texting me in CAPITAL LETTERS. And i was like WTH MAN. He said he is upset because i didnt reply his text just now and he was hoping me to reply. But i was away. What does he expect. Argue and argue. He wrote all capital letters but me, i just add excalamation mark at the end of every sentence. I was really really PISSED that the vday turns out to be like this. He did apologized that he was being too hard on me but after few sentence, he argue again. Sigh~ At last he said he really have to go and he end it with LOVE YOU. I just couldnt reply him anymore. I was too pissed at him to say that word. I just said,"Im still upset with you". Then he offline. I felt like there's fire burning in my head. Just too angry that i cant even say properly.
I dont understand why he wont understand me. Maybe its just too difficult for him to understand me deeper. Ah. I dont know. I just wants the best for him. Nothing more.
At last, i wasnt happy about our conversation earlier. So i asked SAROJA to text his mobile for me. I told him that i dont understand why he is blaming me and accusing me all of this. Why dont he just get it that im away watching tv and case closed right. Its much more better than giving headaches to both partner. He's just too EGO. And i said too,"I just simply hate you. This was the damn vday ever that you've given me. Thanks a lot for that!". He didnt reply. I couldnt be bothered with it. I just have to wait whats next. Since that happen, i didnt feel like going back to Brunei anymore. I wanted to just stay here. Away from him. But all my babes and bfs need me so im going back happily for the sake of them but not him.
My babes and bfs are the ones who CHEERED ME up. THANKS ALL! I ♥ YOU GUYS LOTS. Its great to have such a great girlfriends and boyfriends who is a good listener. I smiled for you guys. SEE! Im happy. =) I LOVE YOU ALL!
Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about And she's got everything that I have to live without Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's so damn funny That I can't even see anyone when he's with me He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right, I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night
[Chorus:] He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe? And there he goes, so perfectly, The kind of flawless I wish I could be She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause
[Repeat Chorus]
So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light I'll put his picture down and maybe Get some sleep tonight He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do He's the time taken up, but there's never enough And he's all that I need to fall into.. Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.
I'm So Sick by Flyleaf
I will break into your thoughts With what's written on my heart I will break, break
[Chorus:] I'm so sick, Infected with where I live Let me live without this Empty bliss, Selfishness I'm so sick I'm so sick
If you want more of this We can push out, sell out, die out So you'll shut up And stay sleeping With my screaming in your itching ears
[Repeat Chorus]
Hear it, I'm screaming it You're heeding to it now Hear it! I'm screaming it! You tremble at this sound You sink into my clothes And this invasion Makes me feel Worthless, hopeless, sick
[Repeat Chorus]
These are the two songs that im in love with right now. And also the Tourniquet by Evanescence. I LOVE THAT SONG TOO!♥
Woke up at 10am. Got ready heading to Chinatown to watch the CNY PARADE today. The place was really packed. Lots of people in the streets. Luckily, we came kinda early. Then at 12pm, the CNY PARADE started. Its really great having parade during CNY.
Marching band~
Er red indian i think. Dont remember. Hee~
London type of costume marching band.
The 2010 Olympic Mascot.
Dancers in the parade.
The Chinese God giving out 'Ang Paos'.
White people presenting the dragon as well as the lion dance.
Went to CNY party in the evening. Back home late so just sleepover at my Ee's house. We got back at around 1am. The party was the MSBCA CNY party. MSBCA stands for Malaysia Singapore Brunei Cultural Association. They have this kind of association here which that all of the members of this association was former Malaysian, Singaporean and Brunei who had migrated to Canada. So yeah we met lots of people from the 2 nearest countries to Brunei. It was really happening as almost all of the people was wearing 'Cheongsam'. They had 'Cheongsam' dress competition too but i didnt participated. MALU~ Hehe. We took couples of pictures though.
Speaking of CNY today. I really miss LAWAS! Miss all my cousins. Miss the CNY eve dinner whole family. Miss the CNY eve fireworks outside our Lawas house. 1st time not CNY-ing in Lawas. I MISS CNY-ING IN LAWAS! ='(
Before heading to Aberdeen Centre, i took some pictures of my nephews in their cheongsam. So RED!! But its CNY. Wore it only ONCE a year right.
Markus look like he just woke up or issit maybe the flash is TOO bright for him.
Markus now happy mode but Lukas concentrating on the TV.
I LOVE THIS PICTURE. RED!!Lukas have a GOLDFISH MOUTH. xP CUTE.Isnt he just ADORABLE in any poses?! I LOVE HIM TO BITS!
After taking those pictures, we headed to Aberdeen Centre. There were lots of people. Not really crowded though. We came quite early. There's lion dance performance and then the lion dance will visit store by store.
After the lion dance performance ended, we had our lunch at Food Court. And also giving Lukas an evening nap for about an hour.
Cheese!!
Markus in his stroller. Eee RABBIT teeth. =P
Mummy and Lukas. He just woke up from his nap.Lukas enjoying his candy.Aww~ He is so ADORABLE!♥
We went around the Mall to look at some stuffs. And we found the lion, just left there without anyone guarding it. So took some pictures again.
Lukas giving an EVIL look to the LION. HAHA.
And he is quite enjoying his SMARTIES & ANG PAO there.
Markus pointing at the Lion. He was kinda afraid to take picture with it.
Went back after that. And we just realized that we havent plough our driveway yet. And also because we went out too early this morning. So Jie Sandra, Me and Mummy decided to plough the driveway.
Me, busy ploughing and Mummy took a picture of it.
Lukas busy playing with the snow.
Now Mummy turn to plough.
At night, everyone was at our house. We're having CNY dinner as well as celebrating Jie Sandra's Bday.
TIRAMISU CAKE. NYUM~
Lukas picking on the cake.
And into the mouth. Hee~
Nyum Nyum.
Apparently, he is enjoying it.
Rose fed him the white chocolate.
See the cake. How big he has dig on it.
Lukas really enjoy and loving the Tiramisu Cake very much. Geez~ He loves Coffee. Always drinking his Mummy's Coffee. Thats the end of today. Sorry for the late edit. Been quite busy these few days. Mwahs.
YAY SHOPPING AGAIN TODAY! To Coquitlam Mall! Shopping berabisly before i go back Brunei. Tomorrow countdown for the days i have left in Canada before going back to Brunei. Im so gonna miss the shopping malls here! SERIOUSLY! Shopping MANIAC me!
After shopping, went to pick up Markus from school and Jie Sandra had to go to RBC Bank to take care of some stuffs. Markus was like whining the whole time in the car waiting for his mummy. Geez~ He said he wants his aiplane. He left it in the school. When Jie Sandra got on to the car, he asked his mummy to get it back. So we have to ga back to his school and get his airplane back. Jie Sandra was like MAFAN eh this child. HAHA! Markus is so like addicted to airplanes, diego, buzz lightyear and more. He just cant resist of not watching his favourite movie everyday. He wont get bored easily eventhough the movie that he is watching, is the one he has been watching for like dozens of times.
And its snowing again today when we were on our way home. Always been snowing when im here. Mummy told me that im so damn LUCKY to come at this season of this year. Because the last time she was in Canada. She saw snow the first time, she only like see it snowing for 2 days. And now me, I see snow for like more than 5 times. Its always been snowing when im here. Its really great that on the Xmas eve, i experienced white snow and today on the CNY eve, i experienced snow once again. Jie Sandra said it never happen like that before. So im quite lucky.
Had Veitnamese noodles for lunch at Thai Son Restaurant. Went shopping as usual. Hehe. Yeah its me and i LOVE SHOPPING. Went to Lougheed Mall. Bought 2 pairs of Jeans and 2 pairs of Stripes Shirt With Collar. Spend almost $100 on both. Hee. Yeah i shop like crazy. Then pick Markus up from Nursery School and gone to Costco. Trying to search the card thingy that i want from Costco but they dont have the one that i want. So yeah got home, watch tv and online. Will SHOP for more tomorrow! SHOPAHOLIC me!
Today did nothing much. My Ee and Uncle came, babysitting all my 3 naughty nephews and niece. Didnt went out because Jie Sandra is working so will be staying at home. Helped Leena just now with her blogskin thing. She lah take so much time, dont want this and that. Geez~ xP Helped her change everything. Want black background lah apalah. HAHA! Sorry girl. Dont be mental. Saja wanna say like this. Because i dont know what to blog about. PEACE! MWAHS.
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO ME, ALINA GERGER! Getting older liao lu. Haiz~ Im old enough to get license. YAY! But i will be getting it after March. Hehe. Have to drive to school my own from that time onwards.
Woke up this morning, Markus my dear nephew was the first one to greet me! Hehe. He was like,"HAPPY BIRTHDAY EE!". Then the 2nd person will be Koko Rob. He went into the room and wish m, hugged me. Then Jie Sandra, when i went downstairs, she wished me and gave me present. Present early in the morning ey. She gave me a card and $50 bucks Canada for me to shopping. Hee~ Then we have lunch at Top Gun Sushi All You Can Eat Restaurant. Jie Sandra treat me for my birthday. I ate a lot! Was really stuffed with all the sushis. My favourite was "Oyster Misoyaki". I LOVE! I ate like 5 oysters. Ive been craving for that. That was the 2nd time to the restaurant. After lunch, Jie Sandra brought me to The 218 Flavours International Ice Cream Factory. It was really GREAT! There's lots of different flavours. Weird ones too. Like Curry, Durian, Lychee, Longan, Cranberry Vodka, Cotton Candy, Hedgehog and more. I cant even remember. I tried Bubblegum. It really taste like bubblegum in your mouth. Like you're chewing it but actually you're eating the ice cream. Incredible! I didnt know which one to choose at first. There's just too many flavours. In the end, i chose Chocolate Chocolate Chips. Its really CHOCOLATY and I LOVE IT! Hee. Chocoholic! I posted some pictures too.
Front view of the Ice Cream Factory.
Inside the Ice Cream Factory.
Later, my Ee and Uncle came and then Koko Aaron and Jie Michelle along with Rose and Darryl. All wished me and gave me presents. Hee. THANKS A LOT! Before they leave, they surprise me with this cake. I didnt know that there will be cake. They sang and brought the cake out. I was actually heading upstairs but everyone was trying to get me to stay there. So here are the pictures.
My Cute Cake. Hedgehog Chocolate Cake.
Only 3 candles. Im 3 years old. HAHA!
With all my nephews and niece.
Blowing cake time. Too surprised that i forget to wish. Geez~
So CUTE! They're trying to blow the cake too!
HAPPY time!
Birthday Girl With Mummy And Them.
My presents. LOVE IT ALL!♥
Pink Jacket from Koko Aaron's Family.
Princess Necklace from Ee and Uncle Jawi.
Princess Bangle from Mummy Dearest!
The Stamps On The Jacket.
ROCKSTAR BABY!
Princess Necklace and Bangle.
Speaking of being vain. Yeah here are my pictures. I was really VAINING with the camera by my own. HAHA! So ridiculous me.
So thats all my photos. Vain eh me. There's like 12 photos of me ALONE! Well its my BIRTHDAY! Hehe.
Mummy came back today. She brought MILO! Gosh man. Havent been drinking milo for like two months already, since i went to Canada. Can buy milo in Canada but need to go to like the Malaysian shop here. And theres Mee Goreng here too and Kaya. Some people thought these things cant find it here but actually they have it here. I drank milo this evening. Feels so good to drink it again. When im in Brunei, i used to drink it every night. Thats why im so addicted to it. When i first arrived, my cousin offered me Hot Chocolate only. She said she ran out of milo. Haiyer~ So im used to drinking hot chocolate here now. But when i get back to Brunei, i will be back to milo again. YAY! Hee. I watched tv most of the time today. I love watching "Ghost Whisperer". The actress is Jennifer Love Hewitt.Time is passing by so FAST. For once i realised, its almost midnight already. So its time for me to online and here i am blogging, chatting and checking friendster.
Things kinda sorted out with HIM already but its still not enough good for me. But oh what the hell. I dont bloody care anymore. And just this song Zai Ci Xiang Xin by Ming Dao & Chen Qiao En. Really nice song eh. Try and check it out.
I spent most of the day reading book. Im just too addicted to reading this book. Its really addicting. VAMPIRE BOYFRIEND, Edward Cullen. WEREWOLF BEST FRIEND, Jacob Black. I just simply love it. Saroja introduced to me this book. She said it really has an interesting story. Its written by Stephenie Meyer. She is a great author. The 1st book is called Twilight then New Moon, Eclipse and then the one people are still waiting for it to be released is Breaking Dawn. Now im on New Moon. Hehe. Going slowly while waiting for the 4th book. So to the one who loves reading book and loves vampire, try reading those books. I love VAMPIRE! I love EDWARD CULLEN & JACOB BLACK! How i wish i have a VAMPIRE BOYFRIEND ♥. It will be AWESOME!
These are some random pictures of my nephew,LUKAS JACOB HASEK. He is 1 year and 7 months. His birthday is 30th June 2006. 30-06-06. Nice date.
Lukas closed up. He wanted to see the camera.
Mummy and Lukas.
Mwahs. Smooches baby.
Lukas the Terrible Sleeper. *tsk tsk*
You know, without the safety net beside him. I bet he will fall down.
I was forcing him to wake up from his afternoon nap.
You know, if kids oversleep, they will get SO HYPER at night.
The CHOCOLATE ADDICT BOY!
See that mouth. He really LOVES chocolates.
On his chair.
He really look so grown up.
Posing. Being a MODEL.
Hee~ Cheers.
BIG BOY~ Doesnt look like a year 8 months.
I fought with him. I dont know who started it. I think i did or he did. Oh whoever~ But mostly from his conversation from the way he say it, seems like im the one who started the fight. Ah who cares or whatsoever. Blame it all on me. BLAME ME then! I really have not much to say when the one who make me brought up the FIGHT is HIM. And what he always does is, run away from it. Apologize to me and say that its his fault and WHATS NEXT, go OFFLINE! GREAT~ Thats a good move. OH WTH!