Sunday, May 31, 2009 5:21 PM
love is so precious and meaningful. love has its ups and downs. has its bad times and good times. has good memories that we'll cherish and treasure forever. love is colourful like rainbows. it makes us happy in every way it is expressed. why does love exist? some will say that, love is addictive. some will say love is nothing, just plain couple attracted to each other without any reason at all. well thats not actually what love is, if thats the way people will think.
i dont know love exactly. im not even good in it. not perfect should i describe it. all i know is couple loving each other, spending time together at times, being honest with each other, shares everything with each other. knowing what they like and dislike. knowing what their favourites are. love is also about understanding each other. treating themselves nicely and express or give the love in a way it is suppose to be expressed or given. thats basic understanding.some people just have their feelings filled with so much ego till everything turned out wrongly. everything just flew away. like one minute, everything was okay and the next minute, it was all left with sadness and tears. and when it comes to fights, arguments and quarrels, everything will be gone just like that. love will be all dull, like a black and white potrait. the colours gone away and happiness turns into sadness.couples need to appreciate each other in everything that they had done or in any circumstances. and so solving problem between each other must be in a mature way. in order to make things all go back to normal. basically love is everything, about feelings in what way people express and it's all about attitude. love is love. ♥Labels: love
4:42 PM
Happy Birthday to all who had their birthday in May. =)
30th May
Azuan @ Duan
23rd May
Ayah, god father
22nd May
Dlah Skunk
17th May
Nur Qurratu Aini @ Ratu
16th May
Wahyuzahleena Walid @ Baby Leena
&
also to Efah
14th May
Ryan Wong
13th May
Amy Masita
12th May
Edwin
10th May
Mmmjay
9th May
Azizi @ Ayai
7th May
Chong Peng Chin @ Popycock
5th May
Foo Chuan Ho
&
Sharifah Aqilah Malai Hamir
4th May
Jonathan Wong Teck Kee
1st May
Farah Amirah Pg Redzuan
i hope you guys had a blast!
lots of love. xoxo.
Labels: birthdays
felt like blogging
Sunday, May 10, 2009 11:15 PM
all of the sudden i felt like blogging my heart out. actually i'm crying ever since Baz share with me this song called mama by spice girls. i've known that song for so long but it's like back again because of the mother's day.i miss my mom. i miss her living in this house. i miss everything about her actually. every seconds i miss her. i would go and live with her but i don't wanna give her too much burden anymore. where she would have to waste her money on me when she's not even working. luckily she has my sister and brother to help her keep up with her life on her financial issues.ever since she left this house, i felt that my life has changed. i dont hear the word "mummy" at home. i just miss everything in this house. but still sometimes i would call her up to know how is she doing and what is she doing. i would visit and see her from time to time.but what makes me sad is that i cant see them together anymore. basically i dont see my mom everyday. i cant see my family as one. in a house. living with each other. i know its been 8 years ive lived like this but who could have stand seeing other families who have a perfect life together.actually im jelous of other people. so jelous of them that their family is complete. when i go anywhere and i see a complete family going out together, i feel left out. like i.. uhh just speechless and would think that they're lucky. so lucky indeed. thoughts will just pop out. "i dont see my family like that anymore" "we dont go as a family anymore" "how i wish i could turn back time" "how i wish im like them"i see my friends go out with their family to a dinner on mother's day. i really envy them. i really wish im them. i miss those times. and i want it back so bad. ='( the most saddest time is new year. Raya and CNY. most families go together but my family, no. no more. it just hurts. really hurts me. i always cried during new year. we're just not united as a family.but whatever it is, i would just have to accept the fact that my life is like this. its fate and i cant do anything about it. but im happy for my mum. she's not hurt anymore and she's happy as a bee. and im happy for her too as long as she's not hurt. i lave youu mummy!lastly, to him, im sorry. i didnt mean it about last night. i was mad and i said it without thinking. im sorry i made you cried. im so so sorry. i love you.Labels: =')
mummy i love you
10:44 PM
MAMA by SPICE GIRLSShe Used to be my enemy and never letting me be free, catching me in places that I know I shouldn't be, Every other day I crossed the line I didn't mean to be so bad, I never thought you would become a friend I never had Back then I didn't know why, Why you were misunderstood (mama), So now I see through your eyes, all that you did was love Mama I love you, Mama I care, Mama I love you, Mama my friend, You're my friend I didn't want to hear it then but I'm not ashamed to say it now, Every little thing you said and did was right for me, I had a lot of time to think about, about the way I used to be, Never had a sense of my responsibility. Back then I didn't know why, why you were misunderstood, So now I see through your eyes, all that you did was love, Mama I love you, Mama I care, Mama I love you, Mama my friend, You're my friend ,you're my friend But now I'm sure I know why (I know why), why you were misunderstood, So now I see through your eyes, all I can give you is love (all I can give you is love), Mama I love you, Mama I care, Mama I love you, Mama my friend, Mama I love you, Mama I care, Mama I love you, Mama my friend, You're my friend, you're my friend Ohh, my mama my love Ohh, my mama my love In love in you, in love in me And love is true and guaranteed Im loving you,you loving me our love thats true so true ...
DEDICATED TO MY MUMMY,
HAYATI ABDULLAH @ JOSIE LIAW SOON TEE
MUMMY I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND FOR ETERNITY.
THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING.
LASTLY, HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY MUMMY.
AND ALSO TO ALL THE WONDERFUL MOMS OUT THERE.
♥♥♥
Labels: mummy i love you =')
